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Sunday, July 25, 2004
bLah bLah bLah..

so sian one.. sleep at 2.. wake up at 7.30.! imagine that.. but den cannot sleep le lehz.. anyway.. send a msg ask amos the formulae of sensitivity.. scully he tok to me abt church.. tok tok tok... so many things ar.. kenna shocked.. after that go market help my mother wash her stall.. den eat rubish here and there.. liwen come my house u com.. see her conversation with blah blah blah.. den she go home le.. i watch zen qing.. finish go sleep awhile.. wake up watch country spirit.. so touching man.! den do one ss mindmap.. still got 4 to go.. den use com.. amos say wan come online nvr come.. sianx.. counselling hx.. laming with yw.. questioning someone.. see jerome and kennetch gay fotos.. later gotta rush homework..

today juz summarise.. not much time le.. sum more my hotline so bz.. hahax.. anyway.. hx.! after my counselling today.. hope i somehow did make matters betta for u.. if u still need any advice.. remember to call the hotline.! :)

if you heart already belongs to her.. i will let go.. because loving someone is not wanting to have him.. but wanting him to be happy..
if u really think you can get happiness from her.. den go ahead.. seeing you happy makes me happy too.. but.. i dont wish to let go.. even though i know you just treat me as a friend.. maybe only when u bored that time den msg me.. or need help.. why can't it be like before where we talk for long hours on the fone.? haix.. will there ever be one day where we will talk on the fone for more than 2 hrs again.. i doubt so.. trying to keep whatever hope i have left alive..
until the day i have totally forgotten you.. that pinch will still be felt in my heart.. 10:51 p.m , 25th July 2004..

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