Sunday, May 15, 2005
confused.!
hui xin! in case i'm gone when u're online.. this is for u..! no need to thank me.. that's what friends R for.! hahax.! dont keep to urself.! let me he ni yi qi fen dan.! :)
morning wenta help my mum.. took my pay & nxt week's pocket money le.. coz needa return my gym bills.! urgh.. and its oni the sign up one.! i still got this month's bill to pay.. + handphone bills.! omg.! i'll crash someday.. i'm thinking of withdrawing money.. from my bank acc.. without my mother's knowledge.. but i cant imagine what the consequences will be like.. i can qurantee that i will be scolded.. and she will nag nag nag.. esp abt me joining a gym.. then sure say i cannot afford.. than wanna gae kiang or smth de la.. dun wanna think abt it.! worst of all.. i've just lost $21 in mhajong.. i lost it in 2 hrs.. the money i earned this morning.. for what? 5 hrs.? haix..
but i was angry that i lost money.. i am fustrated but my money mindedness.. i'm prob focusing too much on money.. i must start to change my attitude.. but i know it takes time.. and i believe this one.. time can heal.! yea toot hua?
i'm so sad.. nobody's noticed my tann.. hahax.. ok.. haveta admit its very light.. but surely it is quite visible ritex.? hahax.. nvm..
today wenta gym.. did quite alot.. can really feel the use of muscles.. today did alot of legs.. dun really know what hands to do.. and some abs too.. :) and guess what? i lost my key for my locker.. in the end had to call the ppl.. to use that super big sissors.. to cut my pad lock.! so very paiseh man.! urgh.! one of the most paiseh moments of my life.! den it was the most ppl that time lo.. the changing room was flooded with ppl.. and my locker is where everyone is queeing up to bathe de.! can u imagine.?!?! so paiseh.!!!!!!!
juz now was reading try my friends' blogs.. haha.. many are very significant.. unfortunately.. i am unable to tag.! urgh.! do u have any idea how fustrating this is.? and i have so many things to tag.!!!
here are some things i wanna tell or talk abt their blogs.!
this is to yesterday's best entry.! its too toots hua.! hahax.. well.. i really really like that entry.. even though i am able to tag urs.. i've gt so much more to say.! hahax.. first of all.. i agree that mum's take exams the hard way.. cause mine does.. and so does urs.! next.. why u cry.? u wanna share it with me.. just in case u're wondering.. u're been a great friend these 4 yrs.! even though our tempers often clash.. but we're still gd friends.! i'm sry if u felt left out that day.. coz we were rushing to get tickets.. and left u behind.! so sry.! the one abt the primary sch friends.. it really is very true.. i totally agree.!! well.. i certainly hope time will heal ur wound.. aparrently its a deep wound.. so u will need my TLC.! hahax.. tender loving care that is.. and i'm trying to treat all ppl more humanly.! please guide me along.! :)
liwen: hahax.. ya la.. u always study.. still dare to say.. hu top muz blanja earthquake.. and thank those above u finally can feel earthquake.! hahax..
mun ning: is Q moi curly hair.? hahax.. i think it is.! if it is.. do i get a prize.? hahax..
hui xin: hahax.. thx.! of coz i dint disappoint.! :) plz dont stay up late every night for goodness sake.!
samantha: nice new skin.! wow.. that's a nice dream.. hahax.. buts its kinda.. er.. hahax.. dont worry.. u will do well.! may our journey to fitness continue to posper.!
that's about it.! hahax..
i was chatting with jerome juz now.. he made me realised many things.. he told me abt how impt family was.. and gave egs.. he said friends are just superficial.. well.. actually its an open secret.. but how many actually put it to action.. not many.. but i hope more will.. he's a family man.. good guy.. may he find a gd gurl.!
but actually i think that friends R impt.. he says his mother is by his side.. from morn till night.. when ever he's sick.. but friends dont visit him.. yea.. that i very agree.. but sometimes.. there R things which you wouldnt share with ur family.. especially when they are nt those very understanding type.. and when u come acrosee such hurdle.. sometime the first thing that comes into ur mind.. is to call ur closest friends out.. to tell them ur problems.. some things like BGR.. u tell ur mum.. u're dead meat.. u tell u friends.. you guys joke abt it.. and have soo much fun.. yea? hahax.. in conclusion (SS).. i think both play impt part in our life.. of course friends.. it takes time to find the real ones.. not those who are there.. for a show.. facade.. but those who truly care.. thats why 2 impt ppl who made me me today.. in my earlier blog here was an entry abt this.. u can read 12th may.. to recap if u wan.. hahax.. theres a family and a friend.. :)
i told him i like to read his blog.. den he say he's not like other.. write nice nice things.. like hypocryt.. then blog make nice nice.. than copy him write nice stuff.. he say he write real things.. others write so others will enjoy.. then i say i think i'm one of those.. as in the make blog nice nice.. but what i blog R all real.. :) and eveytime i read his blog.. gives me alot of inspiration.. and i will blog using gd english.. and will use some chim words.. hahax.. and he says its good.. i'll improve my english.. hahax.. and he offline le.. :( couldnt get anymore words of wisdom from him..
well.. i really take pride in my blog.. so hope ppl wont not like it.. if u dont like.. plz dont dislike it.. coz i really put in alot of effort.. often ppl tell me they like to read my blog.. or my blog very interesting.. not being BHB here.. i feel very happy.. like got sense of satisfaction.. :) very very comforting.. hahax.. thanks those who appreciate my masterpiece.. hahax.. its a work of art.. hehex..
tooties pledge: we the ppl of tooties united.. will have all joy and sorrow.. will live life to the fullest.. will stay loyal to the club.. to be continued.. hahax..
its approved.! i got the approval from tooties united founder.! mun ning.! hahax..
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