Monday, July 04, 2005
as i move towards the day when i will be turely independent.. i am begining to feel the pressure that every indenpendent feels.. being in debt is not something that feels good.. yet at this tender age.. i am constantly being reminded of the debt i am in.. not that those that i borrow money from R pestering me to return them their money.. its just that i cant seem to get myself out of debt.. and i dont like to be in debt.. wad a stupid thing to say.. who likes being in debt anyway.! this debt i'm refering to is money.. many people claim that money cannot bring one everything.. yes i do agree.. but with extra money.. it can relieve your stress.. when we become independent.. we will have to pay for everything ourselves.. our phone bills, make up, clothes, outing, and many more.. and when our parent no longer work.. we will be providing for the family.. there's where we will know how to save.. how to make sure our resource, in this case money, will be sufficient to feed our kin.? before we marry.. we'll have to support our parents.. after we marry, we have our children and parents to support.. its gooch to start having a habit to save..
since the day we're born.. we've been in debt.. not money of course.. but in debt to our parents.. those who brought us to this world.. those who educate us.. those who without fail provided us with shelter and food.. maybe we never knew how difficult it is.. to raise a child.. let alone 3 children.. (my family) but i'm starting to feel how tough it is.. not that i already have a child.. but tru paying my phone bills and gym bills alone.. i am able to feel how tough it is.. this mere $100 a month is nothing compared to the amount they spent on raising me.. and of course together with my siblings for 17 years.. this debt will definitely have to repaid.. but interst alone will never be covered.. because its too much a debt.. and money alone cannot repay that debt.. its far more than money.. i believe my parent went tru a hard time when my mum was expecting me.. and considering that they didnt planned for my birth.. they must have really had a hard time when i was born.. as hawkers.. they're income was only just enough.. and business wasnt as good as it is right now.. so i assume my sudden appearence did bring them some unwanted troubles.. nevertheless.. they manage to bring me up.. well and healthy i am now.. thanks to them.! maybe thanks to her only though.. but he did contribute to my life.. his humerous and sporty character did get into me.. resulting in the joker and sport lover that i am right now.. and of course i got the worst thing in me from the one who contributed most to me.. my temper.! hahax.. its from my mum.. thankfully i got my dad's height.. or not i would be a 1.5 shortie like my mum is.. anyway.. the main point is that.. no matter how tough the rest of my life is.. i'll try as hard as possible to return this debt.. even though i know it will not be possible to repay all that i owe u.. i'll make sure the best is done.. and to ensure that u live the rest of ur life in the best possible way i can give u..
and oh ya.. save for tommorrow.. start saving now.. you'll need it one day.. now.. its only clothes for most of us.. but as we grow to that day.. when we celebrate our independence.. it'll be much more that just clothes..
gtg now.! going to yingwen's house later.! hahax.. friends for 4 yrs.. but i'll be going to her house for the first time.. hard to believe right.! hahax.! i cant believe it myself too.!
11:15 AM
I <3 MYSELF
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