Wednesday, August 24, 2005
i have a terrible headache still.. came back from sch right after dismissal.. just woke up.. but still have headache.. and still got stomache.. since this morning lo.. sian..
i thought i had finally had a conclusion for "friend" on monday.. i wanted to share it with all.. but unfortunately.. i didnt have time that day.. however, i'm glad i didnt blog that day.. because what i thought was the final defination was wrong.. i was proven wrong by ppl who i tot i could define as friends.. but today.. wrong wrong wrong i was.. its kinda disappointing.. when u take someone to be ur friend.. and u think their ur friend.. and thats what my friend is.. then.. they just didnt perform their duty.. i shallnt say duty.. because everyone has their right to do what they want.. and u consider someone a friend.. but they might not consider u theirs.. actually.. everyone has their own defination of "friend".. guess my defination is wrong afterall.! haix.. tai ling wo shi wang le..
why am i still seeing ppl who say they dont know how to do.. but still do well.? i'm really beginning to wonder if these ppl really would be by my side.. for what they claim.. they rest of my life.. from recent two events.. that doubt i have a growing.. probably i shouldnt waste so much time on that person..
aparrently.. my friends cant be bothered with me.. and words i say cant seem to get into them.. they ask me for advice.. i give them advices.. but they dont listen to them.. so why ask me for it.?! wasting my time.. i was willing to give them advice becoz i tot they would use them.. however.. it was the totaly opposite..
some ppl like to ask about u.. but thwn u answer them.. they cant be bothered to listen to ur answer.. can these ppl dont ask me qns if u dont wanna listen to my answers.?!? farkers.!
The greatness of a man is indicated by the kind of problem it takes to pull him down.. the above phrase was taken from mr amos' blog.. and i totally agree with it.. so i'll shall not be taken down that easily.!
am sad because i dont get attention from those who i tot i would
5:42 PM
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