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Friday, January 13, 2006
i'm so fickle minded.!

tuesday was a public holiday.
wenta help my mama at the market.
i wasnt feeling too well in the market and smsed my bro to ask if he could come and take my place.
but he never replied.
and he never came.
how great is it to have a bro like this isnt it.?
fortunately i drank pepsi and it made me feel a lil betta.
i think i'm addicted to cocaine.? lol.

then came home and watched flightplan.!
it was a good movie.
but i think its a little kua zhang.
i'm sure such things wont happen in real life.
but then again, isnt that what all movies are about.? hah.
after that we played mahjong.
the first time i'm playing since a month.!
to think we always spend the weekends at home playing mahjong.
anyway.
it was my lucky day that day and i walked away with $5 more in my pocket. =)

wednesday.
there something thats really bothering me.
its the way the parade comander goes out of attention after the national anthum has been sung, takes a step forawrd and says the pledge. then after the pledge, he takes a step backwards and shouts the command to go at ease.
maybe its becuase i'm already used to the way beatty does it.
but i really dont understand why a PC can go out of attention to say the pledge.
and i've made my decision to go to poly.
there are 3 main reasons.
1) i dont wanna put my life in misery by studying CL, GP and CHEM.!
2) even my mum, who always wanted me to go to a JC wanted me to go to a poly cause she think i wont be able to pass my A's. how encouraging.! hah.! but i think so as well. so i'll just forgive her.!
3) i dont want to be over-controlled by the strict JC rules and i wan to have a more enjoyable life.! and i'm sure SR provides an enjoyable environment, but i want to enjoy my life even when i'm out of sch. and thats only possible if i dont have to wake up every morning at 5.30 and reach home only after 5.
yupz. makes alot of meaning right.?
i think my argument should be strong enough to make everyone agree with my decision right.?
and i'm not even those thats cut out for studying.!

oh ya.
it was also CCA orientation day.
i went for vball training.
erm.
not that i look down on them.
but i really think that if SR were to have any hope of being in the top 8.
they've got a lot more to do.
i told them i wont be staying after 3 mnths.
and the guy told me to come back after 3 mnths and play for them the competition which is during march.
afterwhich i can quit sch and go to poly.
i think this is really unfair to me.
i mean if u wan me to play for the sch i dont mind.
but if i'm playing, i'll have to attend lessons as well right.?
i can use the time to go work and earn money lo.
kao. what is the world coming to.
but i kinda enjoy playing la.
i think cause i was playing with meiping and some of the SR old boys.
they are very skill and its really fun playing with guys know.!
playing with gurls like so gu niang.
not that i'm very good.
but then guys just add more dimensions, aspects, fun and humour into the game.
and of course the game is faster and the spike is harder.
so if u manage to receive their spike.
that feeling is... haha. you'll never know if u havent felt so b4.
and i think one of that SR old boy is extremely hot when he's a sweaty and sweeps his hair back.

i ran to the bus stop after training in the rain.
and guess what.?
the rain stopped when i reached the bus stop.
how suay.

thursday.
i was on my way to school on bus number 153 when this SR J2 guy standing behind me was talking and talking and just couldnt seem to shut his trap.
everybody's so sick and tired of waking up so early and squeezing with everyone else on the bus and they wish to get some silence.
but this guy just cant stop talking.!
he was saying how much he regretted taking H2 chinese.
and he was telling his friend about the differnece between H2 chinese and CL Lit.
and make himself sound as though he's some kinda damn sophisicated poet.!
this is nothing but bull.
then he was telling his friend about the CCA orientation the previous day.
he says he's from air rifle.
and he was comaplining about the girls not having enough strength to hold the rifle.
then he said it shouldnt be called rifle, usually they call it pistol.
and he kept saying they still do not have the strenght and was complaining how lousy they were.
hello mister.! its they're first time.!
what do u expect.?!
and there was one freshman standing beside the door.
then there was a secondary school girl trying to alight.
so she said excuse me.
the freshman did move to the best he could but his bag was a lil' bulky.
then that sickening guy behind me said this "his bag is so big, and he is so big, how the hell is he going to excuse her.?!"
i felt like slapping his face.
when i alighted.
i looked at him and he's isnt that slim.!
damn sucky man.!

my first physics lecture was damn boring.
the lecturer is boring enuff and his notes are too as well.
and he's teaching SI units and all that.
everyone was resting their heads on the table.
and he even asked if he was going too fast.!
best.!

went out with huihui, yingwen and liwen after school.!
went to eat marche set lunch.!
its very hua suan.!
make sure u go and eat.!
then went to watch elizabethtown.
its so disappointing.
the movie is so long and boring and draggy.
even orlando bloom and kirsten dunst couldnt breadthe life into the movie.
and i think they should have focused more on the love part.
the trailer's are all about the love part but the love part is only like so short.
and the leads arent like leads.
like supporting actors given the number of lines they spoke.!

forget about the show.
the best part of the day came after the show.
everybody, get ready for the news.!
dont be jealous ok.?
i bought my crumper.! =D
i've been wanting to get my crumpler for months.!
i've finally got it.
i was deciding over the small one or the big one.
but i choose the big one coz its bigger.
and i'll need alot of space to put my things when i go for training.
also, i think its more cool.
the small one's kinda small on me.
damn high ar.! whaha.!
crumpler rocks.!

friday.
i missed my bus.
so i was going to be late for school.
then lyn came along to the bus stop latter than me.
then we shared a cab.
the driver was sucky.
attitude problem.

after school went to PS with lyn to watch narnia.
it was a good show.
and GV once again lived up to their name of not starting the show until at least 20min of advertisements.
the show was good.
and i think that guy who played the elder brother is a potential shuai ge.
i think he will grow up to look like josh harnet.
haha.! he's hot ok.!
especially when he flicks his hair when its all wet.

i chatted with that special person for the first time on msn.
and he talked to me first.!
u dont know how high i was.
jsut when i thought i dont like him alr.
quote celine dion's song "its all coming back to me now"
haha.!

i think all the guys in my og ar obviously going gaga over eunice.
honestly.
i dont really find her good looking.
but then girl's views are always different from guy's.!

and i think i'm using too much of my pocket money paying for lecture notes.
i wouldnt wanna use my own money to pay for lecture notes.!
its so expensive.
this week i spent almost $4 on lecture notes.!
bull shit.!
a month and i'll be able to buy myself a book le.!

orientation time i was so sure i'm gonna stay in SR.
then i decided that i'll probably go to apoly instead cause JC life doesnt suit me.
then i decided that i'm not gonna join vball.
then after attending vball training where guys are around.
i feel like joining vball.
hai. how fickle minded can i get.?

8:03 PM