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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
my idol, grace. =)

i have a friend.
her name is grace.
she is the smallest person in my clz.
yet she stand out from all cause she's wise, sings well, is mature and tactful.

she became my idol when i first when kboxing with her.
then i realised my idol isnt only my idol because she sings well.
its because of the things she says that really make me stop and think.
and its not think and forget about it.
somehow it keep repeating inside my mind.
so i decided such meaningful things should be share with everyone.

i said its an effort to forgive and forget. an effort to make an effort. an effort to give a lil more than u receive.
an effort to turn dislikes into likes an effort to do something just to earn a smile. an effort to make sure the person u love loves u back the same way
other than making an effort. i realley dunno wad love is about LOL

the words in red are grace's words.
ppl have asked me and ive asked myself time and again what is love.
me and my friend will always say love is something u cant describe.
i agree also.
maybe it was because we all didnt know what's love.
i know everyone of u feel love.
but who can put it into words.?
not many.
grace is one of them.
and for this, i salute her.

i always think that "so serious for wad" lol everyone happeh can already onli when there's a need then make sure everything's in order lo

the above words in bold are also from grace.
this sentence apply to ppl who are always too serious.
of course, there's the other end of such ppl, ppl who are never serious.
i think i belong to none la.
sometimes i'm too serious, sometimes i'm too not serious.
hah.
really.
sometimes i very pissed over small things.
but sometimes i'm playful when its time to be serious.
james said he used to be very ill tempered.
i believe him.
and he says now he feels he doesnt even have a temper.
so much so that he doesnt rmb when was the last time he was angry.
i rmb the last time i was angry was the idiot taxi uncle day.
and i rmb it so clearly.
this can only show how much i let this angry build inside me.
how much i rmb it so clearly.
had it been james on that taxi.
he would probably shrugged his shoulders and continue with his lame ethics.
its amazing to hear him speak about his story.
yingwen, huihui and liwen will prob know how bad my temper was in sec 1.
they will most prob say my temper have improved.
yea no doubt i too think my temper has improve.
but i hope that one day i can be like james.
one day.
i will be like james.

if u choose to see the good in everybody ahs. u tend to see the world differently. and the burden's not very heavy. lols. its not very tiring also.

that what i'll aim to be.
see the good in everybody.
yet another sentence from grace.
haha.
my mum'll be proud to know i have grace as my idol.

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