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Friday, September 08, 2006
what i wan in life.

ever wondered what u wanted to acheive in life.?
yea, i always think about what i want in life.
but it was not until yesterday did i finally know what i wanted to achieve in life.
and not only that, it finally occured to me that in order to achieve what i wanted, i will have to make the many necessary sacrifises.
as the chinese saying goes, xian tian hou ku.

i attended grand upline johnathan's BOM yesterday, and boy did i feel the surge of energy and power and strength rising from within.
i suddenly feel the motivation to keep on going and going and going.
one of the things he shared to get to the level he is right now is that, 4 years back when his friends were enjoying their time shopping and watching movies, he was busy working with nuskin.
even though at first he felt lonely and all that, he knew it was the right thing to do if he wanted to achieve his goals.
and it paid off.

i always think one of the reason why im not yet successful in nuskin is that im always out with friends.
and im happy about that.
cause it shows i have many friends la. lame. lol.
not only my sec sch friends, my classmates esp.
we're always out k-ing.
and i come to realise if i want to be one the same stage as johnathan in future, the sacrifises i will have to make is painful.
i need friends, period.
but i have to get the best of both worlds.
so, i hope i will manage my time good enough to do that.
and i know i can be successful.
i just need more time.
mark my words. ;-)

johnathan really has a very likeable character, he has no airs at all.
one day i want to be as capacble finanacially as johnathan, and not only that, i want to become a person that at such a high status has absolutely no airs.

its true that all of us young ppl these days are seeking quality lifestyle.
i, like all others want that too.
but in singapore, what is considered a quality lifestyle.?
im sure everyone has their own view of their quality lifestyle.
as for me, im sure many of my friends know one day i would like to leave singapore for a place by the beach.
how is that possible.? was the question posed to me on many occasions.
many atimes i start getting the feeling that i will nvr be able to achieve that cause ive still got my parents and of course, if my other part is willing to go with me. =)
nevertheless, i really hope one day this can happen.

however, i now have a different concept of what i want my life to be.
not only do i want a home by the beach, i want a home in a modern city like singapore (preferably) where i can enjoy the returns of all my sacrifises.
then maybe i'll go over to my beach home anytime i want.
it's a little bold, in fact extremely bold to say i want to live a quiet life by the beach.
and its kinda selfish to ask of my other part and kids to do the same as me.
its kinda over "dramafied". so i think this is the best way out.! =)))

financial capabilities are very important.
so i will have to start from young, like now.
i sometimes wonder if the course im taking now will be useful in future.
yea casinos and stuff.
but if i will be able to get a better paying job why not.?

my mum once told me how envious she was of an elder friend cause she got $5000 every month from her children as monthly allowance.
i hope one day i'll be able to let others be envious of her as well.
as much as we quarell all the time, she is by far the person i respect the most.

ok this aside.
me and qi were discussing about wen lan's zu wo sheng ri kuai le's MV and she said the male lead really is he jun xiang.
even though i havent watched devil, i know everyone, including the guys are mesmerised by he jun xiang.
and yes i must say he's a good kisser. just like hazel said.
and then i thought, to have a boyfriend who's a good kisser is a plus plus point.
i'll prob fail him if he kisses like shi tou (stone) in superwoman's MV.
as the name speaks for itself, shi tou.! haha.! stone.
like somekinda harder version of a woodblock. lol.
its stoneage ppl.!
he looks a lil like flintstone doesnt he.? HAHA.!

and i finally started reading a book.
and im halfway tru it already.
i borrowed it yesterday only know.! =)))
its by the almighty and endearing nicholas sparks, nights in rodanthe.
in this book there's the super nice phrase la.
its something like "run towards something, do not run away from something"
ok maybe it kinda sucks the way i say it.
but the meaning is no matter what u do, make sure u aiming from something and not trying to run away from something thats why u do it.
yea make sense now.?
anyway its super nice.

ok these two small para make me rethink what i hope my dream guy will be like.
1. humerous.
2. carries himself well.
3. tactful.
4. good kisser (this is a + + + + pt la.) but its doesnt matter if he's not a exceptionally gd kissed as long as he doesnt kiss like 'stone'. lol.
5. writes well. im just so amazed with ppl who write well la. =)))

alright.
off to buy lunch now.!
`ciaos.

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