Tuesday, November 07, 2006
pure coincidence.?
as if reading my diary in the middle of the night to find ling gan for my 'story' isnt enough to evoke unwanted/much-needed memories. my lead actually appeared right in front of me today. my goodness, is this too much of a coincidence.?
as usual, we didnt talk, not even a simple hi. though even if a hi was shared, it would be yet another meaningless way of say "oh.! i saw u and u saw me. so let's greet each other.!" im actually kinda glad no words we exchanged cause my heart was beatting so hard on my chest i felt i was gonna explode any sooner.
i know this doesnt mean everytime i read my diary, i'm gonna see my lead the next day. but honestly speaking, if it really is true. i wouldnt know if i would end not throwing away the book or reading it everyday. i believe i might just end up reading it everyday, cause this inner turmoil has yet to quiet down.
its been a long time since i read my diary and reading it again brought back so much memories, wonderful memories that i am so glad i kept a diary. memories that manage to linger in my mind without much effort on my part. such fond memories also brought a smile to me, and i felt myself smiling deep down my heart. i didnt realised we were actually THAT close so some periods of time.
enough said. this wont get me anywhere anyway.
6:20 PM
I <3 MYSELF
kimberly
25.10.89
volleyball
beach
sea
waves
sand
sun
trees
mojito
sex on the beach
movies
kbox
ang mohs =D