Monday, February 12, 2007
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
im starting to think maybe im not part of my friends alr. maybe im the outsider. but anyway im not really in a position to make any complains. so i guess i'll just have to live with things the way they are right now.
its been a long time since i last blogged once again. this sentence seems to be increasingly familiar everytime i blog. nevertheless. my life has been full of colours. maybe not so much of bright colours, but still colourful.
CNY is around the corner. but i dont seem to be looking forward to it. not that CNY week is the same as my study week. (SP and NP ppl please do not gloat, your retribution will come) i dont know. its just another CNY lor. i dont really see the purpose in CNY alr. most of us have already forgotten the meaning of CNY, not that i myself know alot about it. i dont even look forward to the ang baos im gonna receive. but i dont mind if ppl keep wanting to stuff me with ang baos. i'll willing accept with a wishing in return.
the dull colours seem to be flooding my mind these days. the colours seem exceptionally dull especially so when they are caused by the people who usually bring the brightest colours to your life.
man i miss just slacking my lungs out. i dont care too much that my lungs are gonna be polluted with the thing people use to make roads. i dont care if my liver is gonna stop functioning because of excess alcohol that it is unable to absorb. all these dont really matter if life is so filled with dull colours. will anyone bring the bright colours into my life.?
thankfully sch's gonna be over very very soon. 18 more days and i'd say bye bye to TP at tampines before heading down to the island of sentosa. i hope being isloated from the rest of TP would prevent me from any heart attacks i used to have. and i've finally found out the reason why i didnt have any heart attacks this year. its because our lessons dont start at the same time on any days.
picture this. when im in sentosa, you're prob still in TP studying sem 3.1 then when im back at TP for 2.2 you're prob on ur internship. so would it be right to say i've got 18 more days to see u in TP.? i guess it would be. unless of course u're going for ur internship the same time im gg to sentosa.
in any case, i will still be too confused and fuckstrated to think. so i'll just see how things go.
` 傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得, 但我会笑着因为一切都值得
8:26 PM
I <3 MYSELF
kimberly
25.10.89
volleyball
beach
sea
waves
sand
sun
trees
mojito
sex on the beach
movies
kbox
ang mohs =D