Thursday, April 26, 2007
fuck.!
sometimes i seriously think im the one being like fucking fake la. god dammit i dont like this kinda feeling. i feel like im a fucker who is fucking xu wei. i dont wanna be like that. but i guess im just not good enough and i need your help. damn selfish right.? i hate myself for that. and yet i still have the cheek to say other people. guess that doesnt give me a right to. hell i wish i could depend on myself more, be more true to myself. even though in the current circumstances im like forced to do so to keep myself alive. but i wouldnt take that as an excuse for myself. it just aint the right way to do things. and im getting more and more pissed with myself. and just everything la. im just so pissed and pek cek with the way things are going right now. i really feel like smoking man. fuck.
10:12 PM
I <3 MYSELF
kimberly
25.10.89
volleyball
beach
sea
waves
sand
sun
trees
mojito
sex on the beach
movies
kbox
ang mohs =D