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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
good morning.!

freak.!
initially i wanted to wake up early to check out what's the other case study for resort op's tutorial.
then i realised its a pdf file and i have to dl the adoe reader.
after like minutes of struggling i managaed to get it downloaded.
but i cant print it la.
and its fustrating to like read from the screen, hor qiqi.? lol.
so i decided im just not gonna do la.
haha.

then since i still had time.
i went to subject hop in ole.
in actually impressed by daniel chia la.
he actually like makes an announcement to like teach his student how to navigate tru F&B to get their tutorials and lectures.
for other subjects we just have to like try out by ourselves until we get the hang of it.
then i went to like see his lecture slides.
the words are still so small.
and i dont think he made any changes to his slides from our batch.
i bet my lrm juniors are complaining about their memorising work to do since they're taking this killer subject a sem 1.! lol.
but wait till u get to the wine part my dear juniors.
rest in peices. WAHAHA.!

anyway.!
angela's xiang shui bai he is very nice.!
who want to listen pls get me to send it to u.! =))

one last thing.
i said about 6 weeks ago im gonna quit smoking.
i stopped for 3 weeks.
then i picked it up again.
this was what happened.

me, chip and xin went to liquid kitchen at serangoon on a saturday night.
there were lots of men smoking cause they're with their gang and its like soccer night.
i din smoke though.
it was the third week running i didnt have a cig.
i wanna emplasize im not addicted ok.! esp to u lyn. lol.
then...

chip: eh kim, u wanna smoke can smoke de lei. dont need care us. (like i care.? we're like enveloped in smoke alr lor. the room was damn bloody smoky la. lol serious. almost foggy.)
kim: i quit alr.
chip: dont lie. (me: -_- )
kim: really.!
chip: dun lie la. really meh.?

at that point of time i really felt kinda disappointed.
if even my friends dont believe i quit right, then like no point quitting right.?
ya, so 15 min later i got hold of a pac of cig and was puffing away.
i had headache that day cause if u nvr smoke for a long time and u start smoking like a few sticks at a time then u'll get headache.
at least for me la.

yea i think xinny, linny and wenny dont know i started smoking again but the rest of my friends prob know.

if u had been reading my blog then u would know that just few days ago my mum found out my bro was smoking.
then she threw a fit la as always.
then she asked me if i knew he was smoking.
i said no.
u can go check my previous entry for more details la.

that was when i thought maybe i shouldnt like continue smoking cause i think my mum will be damn angry la if she found out i smoke too.
then i told qiqi abt my mum finding out abt my bro.

then she asked me y i started smoking again.
she said that time when i stopped smoking for 3 weeks she and james and casper really thought id really stop la.
then when i started smoking again everyone wenta ask her why im smoking again.
but i only told her y like a few days ago la.
it was the reason above.
it started me smoking but i myself continued to. nothing to do with them.
then i found out james wenta say cas for buying cigs for me.
then qi told me they really believed i was gonna quit.
i guess i was sucha big disppointment right.?
i was disappointed with myself la for the liquid kitchen day.

even though i told qi im gonna quit after yesterday's last stick.
i decided not to alr. (RELAX)
im gonne be social la.
cause smoking is actually quite a good way to socialise. (serious.!)
but i wont smoke like for no reason or nothing la. (i promise)
and both me and mike agree that smoking can help chill.

so to all my dear friends who care so much about me.
thank you.
but sorry i dont think i can quit totally.
but i wanna emphasize again im not addicted.

alright.
time to change to go sch le.!
maggie seow's lesson.!
cant be late.!

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