Wednesday, July 18, 2007
i wish i could.
darn it. even though im enveloped with friends, fun, and laughter everyday, somehow right now, i dont feel happy. sometimes i wish i could be less judgemental, more gracious. i wish i could think with my head, and not my heart.
i dont know if whatever happened was a good thing. ok, it is a good thing actually, i would say. in fact a very good thing. however there seem to be many problems that arise because of this.
i feel guilty. i feel im the cause of everything. even though i know i just have to be normal, as long as its not against my conscious. im not even sure what my conscious is telling me now though.
dammit. dont understand why simple things like this has to be so complicated even. i am grateful however, for everything. si-ri-ous-ly. very grateful.
8:53 PM
I <3 MYSELF
kimberly
25.10.89
volleyball
beach
sea
waves
sand
sun
trees
mojito
sex on the beach
movies
kbox
ang mohs =D