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Friday, September 07, 2007
I NEED TO SCREAM, BADLY.

thanks t matt who asked us out for bball last night, else i would have exploded at home.
anyway met wai ngee + 3 friends, casper, matt, james + 2 friends for bball at amk.
why am i not surprised everyone's late, well except matt.
i think my stamina is really worst than before i joined vball in sec 1.
yes, its that bad.
anyway feels good t sweat, finally.
and im gg for squash with my dad later at 5. (=

planning for something is alr v difficult.
esp when so many ppl are involved.
seriously, i dont understand why ppl cannot help make things easier just by cooperating, at least reply t smses la.!
wth man.
if everything doesnt go smoothly its gonna be my fault.
i dont need credit if everything goes well as plan, but i just want t finish everything asap so i dont have t have last min worries.
esp when it concerns so many other ppl, you think i give a damn if its smth that concerns only me.?
HELL NO.

t make things worst.
i was supposed t go out with ms doreen tan pei zhen yest.
she was supposed t call me the night before when she got home.
but the call didnt come.
so i tried calling her hp on several occasions but no one ans.
i texted her and she didnt reply.
i called her home and no one picked up.
when i woke up yest morning i receive no msg or missed calls from her, letting me know she just went t sleep after reaching home.
the whole of yest i tried t call her hp and sms her, even until after i came from from bball, and guess what.?
im not surprised u didnt pick up or phone or reply t my msges.
im not sure if im pissed u know reen, this is the worst case of "put aeroplane" i have ever gotten from any friend.
4 mnths ago when you put aeroplane yet again on lyn and i, i told lyn im not gonna contact u anymore unless u make the first move.
abt 3 mnths into that, i decided u just aint gonna make any contact, so i asked u out again.
lyn said it was a good choice and was glad i figured out tt was the right thing t do.
i rmb during sec 4, when we were supposed t meet at 1 or smth, and you were still asleep, so was lyn.
i had t go t lyn's hse to wake her up, before both of us go t ur hse and try all means and methods t wake u up.
i think we spent at least 30min outside ur house, camping and shouting and bombarding ur house phone with millions of calls.
and u finally wake up.
by then i was alr wad.? 3 plus.?
i know the friendship is genuine, but this is taking its toll on me.
i really do not understand how u can make no effort at all to reply any single one of my msges or at least call t at least inform me if smth has corped up that u cant make it.
hai.
ginger mountain easy change.

12:02 PM