Monday, October 08, 2007
power struggle.
im no where near the wish i made. and it was a super strong internal struggle i had just now. with the help of 2 other ppl, i managed not t smoke today. and i was feeling freaking uncomfortable. not because im addicted or wad. it just feels like bathing but not washing hair.? urgh.! i hate this feeling.
sometimes i wish i can treat some ppl nicer. sometimes i wish i can not treat some ppl too nice. most of the time i just wish ppl can be normal.
im supposed t be in a game with cas and wn, but freaking hell la. im freaking pissed, but i dont know why im so pissed also. it has t be the october thingy. will someone pls make this october seem like a better one pls.? i think i NEED this october t be a good one, badly.
i really felt like leaving the house just now. for a small thing. i could use some alcohol now.
URGH.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck.
8:12 PM
I <3 MYSELF
kimberly
25.10.89
volleyball
beach
sea
waves
sand
sun
trees
mojito
sex on the beach
movies
kbox
ang mohs =D